“And into the forest I go, to lose my mind and find my soul.” – John Muir
And so, with this broken and most terrible day at an end, I retreat to my pillow, with only sleep on my mind, thinking not that the night before me offers a path of redemption for myself and a long forgotten youthful twin!
It comes like softness unspoken, an undertone across bare skin. “The late hour it whispers, is over, the morning is never to have been, and nightfall has come forth to show you a strange forest”. “Rise in your place let’s begin.” I wondered at this kind of slumber, awake or a dream held within. For surely it was as a time I remembered that happens over and over again. For just a second, I thought it illusion, a discording thought of dissonance within. But then the sweet kisses touched all my body. What inner wounds inside sewn, a healing began? As soft sounds sang, I traveled millennium, both forwards and backwards, my spirit extends. To see that place a child called a forest, blue with light, a place I had been. The two of us stand in our glory; mist about the mystic begins. A thousand lights the magic starts again.
Day upon day, my life seems to tremble, so shy in its way, so much trouble it seems. An opera plays Faust with marching daemons, sticking their bloodthirsty knifes in me deep. Suffering thoughts of infinite worry, anxiety, fears there seems no relief. Still, still a thought pervades all this darkness, making its way to the core of my belief. Two is you, tied to survival; night has come, now learn to believe. Night has come, fly forth to receive.
So easily thought of in childhood survival, the blue forest hides as each year passes by, but somewhere in mercy, there sits a kind angel. At night she arrives in my memory she fly’s. Goodbye, I go, the journey enabled, to the blue forest, a memory of trees. Open clock doorways to worlds and their fables, journey I journey with the boy, I know just beside me. Ever this land has brought my heart nearer to something or someone G_D means me to be.
It comes like softness unspoken, an undertone across bare skin, that sleeps next to me. It is so cold outside but here it is like April, teasing and pulling me saying come please. Arrayed by sight, led until I am able to know what is right, in front of me. Paths that gleam white in the blue forest. So many trails, which one shall it, be. A moment a knight, a sword on a quartz table. A sign that says pull forth and be free. Be stronger now and let the child see. What’s two in one G_D has set free.
And so, with this broken and most terrible day at an end, I retreat to my pillow, with only sleep on my mind, thinking not that the night before me offers a path of redemption for I and a long forgotten youthful mind! – 01.18.2019 – דָנִיֵּאל
I can’t think of many things of entertainment darker & drearier than Faust. It’s a great juxtaposition to what is happening in the Blue Forest.
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I agree Faust is a real bummer. Happy the nights in the blue are better. 😁
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This was an incredible write Daniel. So blue and peaceful, a safe place. ❤
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Thank you Karen, I agree blue always seems peaceful. 🙂
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Daniel it does, my favorite color!!! 🙂
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It’s a good favorite color to have.;
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🙂
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So many good lines. You write well. 🙂
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Hi Sarah, thank you for your kind comment. I am happy you liked this piece.
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I have been reading many of your post from the past few years, I can’t say enough for the depth I am finding in your thoughts and writings. This piece included.
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Many thanks once again Sarah, I appreciate your kind compliment.
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This beautiful land you go to. I would love to go there too. It sounds so magical. Love your words. 💛
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Thank you Summer for your comment. I think everyone has their own forest somewhere in whatever color holds their spirit. 😉
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The thought of that is wonderful, for me a myriad of colors come to mind. 💛
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Brother my brother you have painted not only your life but mine, and you have mapped a pathway to peace and redemption. On this the most appropriate of days. Shavua tov and thank you. Den
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Hi Den, Thank you for your comment. I like the way you put that a map to peace and redemption. No doubt both hand in hand. Have a great week my friend. Shalom, Daniel
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Daniel, you have touched on something here. Peace brings redemption and redemption brings peace. Shalom Den
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Daniel this is so beautiful, I love this place you have been given. What a gift. Your descriptions are incredible. “Be stronger now and let the child see. What’s two in one G_D has set free.” so much spoken in this phrase alone. ❤ ❤ ❤
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Thank you Heather once again for reminding me of my blessings. So happy you found the phrase, that I had to think about for a while before writing it. Have a great week. Shalom, Daniel
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❤ this!
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Thank you Lily, so happy you liked it and took the time to comment.
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I would like some of what your having Daniel. My days seem to mimic yours, but not my nights. As always well done!
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Thank you King, the nights can help the days after awhile. 🙂
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Perfectly timed appropriate prose for my end of the week. Your words hit home for my inner child as well! 🙂
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Hi Stafford, Thank you and good to hear, happy to hear your inner child is thriving again. Have a great week.
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Will do, you have a good week as well Daniel.
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Daniel
You are one talented writer daniel. I like so many others above me found this particular theme appropriate for this point in my life. Wishing you a continued good night’s rest. Thanks again.. Scott
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Thank you Scott for your kind comment. I am happy to hear this post made its way to you at the appropriate time. Wishing you a good nights rest as well my friend.
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Same to you Daniel!
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I can’t add much to what has already been said, but what a blessed life you live my friend. Welcome the night for me as well. The forest sounds like a great place to be. 🙂
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Hi Wang, Thank you my friend. Plenty of room in the forest for all just pick a color, and off you go. 😉 Seriously thank you for reminding me what a blessed life I live.
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You remind me many times my friend how blessed I am. Looking forward to my trip to the blue forest. 🙂
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Hi Daniel,
This is marvelous, it puts me in mind of many of your pieces about your on going search for the grail, or the star, or immortality. I think you have found it. ❤ this.
Jane
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Thank you Jane, I like how you said that. I think your right, I am on the hunt, I also pray your right that I found it. Thank you for making me think.
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Your welcome Daniel. I am confident you have found what you are searching for. 🙂 ❤
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I appreciate that Jane. Thank you.
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Very very welcome. 🙂 ❤
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Awesome lyrical type prose Daniel. I once again found myself amazed by your visual thinking and emotions.
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Thank you Petra, I appreciate your kind comment. I am a visual person as it sounds like you are as well.
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Daniel as I read I couldn’t help but admire how the inner child was taught, was brought forth into adulthood in the blue forest. The following line stuns me with its depth. “A moment a knight, a sword on a quartz table. A sign that says pull forth and be free. Be stronger now and let the child see. What’s two in one G_D has set free.”
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Hi Lynette, thank you as always for another insightful comment. I believe you are correct the child grew up in the forest and became an adult there. Thanks again my friend.
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From the wilderness to the forest. Bless you Daniel.
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Thank you dear Lynette, blessings to you and your family as well.
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Daniel, your writing is on such a magnificent roll lately. I adore the way you have placed your perhaps most private thoughts in writing, as if this is the path that leads you to your home. This was beautiful. ❤
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Hi Lauren, I thank you once again for your continued reading and commenting on my work. You are right for me it is the pathway home. 🙂
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So many of us it seems on our pathway home, how can there be any darkness. ❤
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I love that Lauren. Thank you.
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Dearest Daniel,
I know your Sabbath is near its end, and as sundown approaches and sleep comes your way I will know you are in places I can only wish to be. This was wonderful.
❤
Ruby
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Dear Ruby. Thank you my friend for your kind comment. I think if you wish to be you can be there, as I mentioned to someone else earlier there is plenty of room in the blue forest or whatever color you want it to be. 🙂 Daniel
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Dearest Daniel, I thank you for the invitation. If it’s okay I would like to accept, and a red forest would work out perfectly for me. 🙂 ❤ Ruby
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Daniel this is a great post. The idea of getting your inner child into the right place as an adult, that is alright man. Best wishes for your weekend my friend.
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Thank you Ryan for your comment. I am late as usual in replying, the weekend obviously come and gone. I hope it was a good one for you as well. The inner child got some rest, hopefully yours did as well. 😉
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🙂 My inner is always pacing, it is hard to keep up with. 😉
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Not surprised at all my friend. 😉
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This was beautiful Daniel. I found myself at peace in “The Blue Forest”. Thank you, I always enjoy your post.
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Thank you Itsa, for your kind comment. I am very happy you found some peace with the words of this post, and I thank you for telling me that.
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YW! 🙂
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Once again I have enjoyed a piece you have written, but it goes beyond that Daniel, I have received something for my own inner child from it. 🙂
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Thank you Darrin, that makes my day, and also humbles me. 🙂
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I adored this Daniel. Your writing always amazes me.
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Thank you Cheri, I am happy you liked this. Thank you very much for reading and commenting. Have a great week ahead.
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Your welcome.
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An amazing piece of writing. Thank you.
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Thank you Robin for commenting as well as reading. I am humbled by your compliment.
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Daniel this was such a magical tale, I found myself wishing to be in the blue forest as well. I will be happy to bring my inner child along. ❤
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Hi Gigi, Please do come and enjoy and heal and bring your inner child there is room for everyone. Thank you as always for reading and commenting.
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Daniel, I thank you very much for this invitation. I will take you up on it and bring everyone I know. 🙂
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I love this Daniel. The child in you in the blue forest. So many lessons in your words and an Arthurian legend to boot. 😉 ❤
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Thank you Erin, you picked up the Arthurian current. I wondered if someone would. I appreciate that you did. 🙂 Have a great week. Shalom, Daniel
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Your welcome Daniel. I am a self study on the Arthurian legend, one of the reasons I enjoy your writing so much. You have a constant theme going. 🙂
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Hi Daniel,
I like that you started this wonderful piece with a John Muir quote it was an appropriate way to begin to speak of the hunt for a pure soul, much like a child has. You weave a deep piece mister. This perhaps was my favorite so far. ❤
A
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Hi Abigail, I really like the works of John Muir, and I am happy you connected the thoughts from the quote with the post. I like what you said. “pure soul” what a great pair of words. Thank you.
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Your welcome. 🙂 Pure soul is my new theme I shall wear it proudly in the forest. 🙂
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Well done once again mate. Printed this one off. 😉
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Thank you Shaun, that means a lot. Have a great week mate. 🙂
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welcome mate!
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i really like this.. i dream in blue most nights, or shadows and shades of blue
every oce in a while i have a blue orb come by to take me into a deeper blue space
feels of sacred, hallowed ground
its calming as are your words…
Take Care Daniel…You Matter…
Blessings
maryrose
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and i love the music, i had not heard it before…something new in my world of blue 🙂
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I also loved the music, and I think it’s fairly new. 🙂
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Hi Mary, Thank you for your comment, nice to find another blue dreamer. 🙂 I appreciate your kind compliment.
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