“My heart is a cathedral. Widows, ghosts and lovers sit and sing in the dark, arched marrow of me.” – Segovia Amil
I seek her out on Facebook. “I remember you”, she says. I can feel her smiling through the virtual space. “I’d like to tell you about your dad I say”
He alights upon me one dark night, toward the end of June. When the pyres of all my dreams gloom their way toward a solitary moon. He comes down from Shiprock that cathedral of the womb, and he says to me, “brother owl, have you seen my daughter’s bloom”. I think this is highly unusual for just this time of night. Usually, I dream in metaphors and not in natural sights. But there he stands just seven years old or maybe fourteen or twelve, or maybe sixteen scores of years. the last time our eyes beheld. So, brother I say, “what do you say to me, and what is it you would tell”. He looks for a moment like the kid I loved and then his eyes go ablaze like an ancient form of old craft. He says, “Summer I need her not as a friend, not as melody. I think it is true I need her now as a shipper of me”.
I look at him in a desert sky, with stars that hold inward reign. And I say, “this is hardly like you to say something but not give something that means the same”. He laughs just a little bit silly and speaks Navajo with a tongue that knows my name, and says, “do you remember the riddle we solved in 19 and 74, while we played a game of warrior’s names”. For then it is then I remember, and I think I know just why. This complex dream has happened underneath a star filled sky. Angels have fallen from heaven; devils have filled a flame. For it was as is he told me a long time ago. When he was seven or fourteen or twelve or maybe sixteen scores of years, the last time our eyes beheld. “Hers alone has a devotion in a future filled with hope, hers is a major key filled with song to distribute in the rain”. “Sing the way of the old ones, the way that I whisper in your pain”. “Walk your way in beauty, for the “Summer” is your name. “Summer is your name”.
He alights upon me one dark night, toward the end of June. When the pyres of all my dreaming somehow glooms its way toward a solitary moon. He says, “Summer I need her not as a friend, not as melody. I think it is true I need her now as a shipper of me”.
I seek her out on Facebook. “I remember you”, she says. I can feel her smiling through the virtual space. “I’d like to tell you about your dad I say.”
For Davis, then. The many memories. Late nights in the high desert positioning the world. For Summer now, from the cathedral her dad’s smile. – 07.12.23 – דניאל.2