“Hear, O Israel: the LORD is our God, the LORD is One.”
A dream on April 15th………
“It is well” my dad whispers as he sketches the Cathedral, the details designed from the nape to the great stone that shelters the moving shadows in the Roman portico. “Are there ghost here”, I whisper, thinking the answer I might receive might not be kind. “They are here” he whispers back, continuing to manipulate the pencil on his long white draught tablet, his face the color of angels, that of peace, that moves rough rivers to find a better course. My dad, the dad I know no more, a spirit, a moving light in darkness, moves his right hand with flourish finishing the left arch that covers the holy of holies.
“I will put daemons on the outside of this sanctuary,” he says, his now inhuman glowing blue eyes giving the appearance of a shelter, he was unable to offer while yet he was breathing. “Why”, I ask, the question knowing the answer to come. Still, the inquiry helps me hear my own voice. It sounds passive, and echoing, as if in a great hall. “They help us to know possibilities”, my dad mutters, turning drawing rapidly something that stands still, noticeable only to his eyes. His immortal eyes.
“It is well”, my dad whispers, baring the image of something alien upon his arms. They are moving images of creatures, alien beast that move to guard a sanctuary. Perhaps it is they guard a throne, a host, or a plan sketched of what is to come. “What of the ghost” I ask the spirit that speaks as my father. “They are here”, my dad laughs suddenly, as his eyes turn a cobalt cold, color of ethereal energy that moves between worlds.
He draws them then, with quickness, a suddenness that interrupts the troubled thoughts I have. They sit in silence, in quiet death, their bodies in sanctuary, their souls’ deep wells, not troubled by belief or ideology. “They rest”, my dad says, his voice moving to other places. Perhaps mysterious places where bleeding stops. Perchance that place “John Lennon” imagined, with no religion too.
“I would go there, also” I whisper to my dad, this dad who roughs great divine basilicas. “I would climb past these ghosts, I would Passover“, I say, as the night moves in and out of that consciousness that is my soul. “I cannot make it so”, my dad smiles, the same unavailability suddenly present within him, as it was in life. He moves then his pencil moving furiously over the pad he carries with him, and I understand. I know without worry, and I am concerned no more. My life passes beyond cathedrals, celestial and even divinity. It spins so often out of control. Nevertheless, they are there, ghost sketched in great cathedrals, daemons of awe sculpted by my dad’s awl, that help me know deep possibilities. Thoughts that are not bound to past or future. Still it is well, oh Hashem it is well with my soul.
“It is well”, my dad whispers.
For Notre Dame That still smolders this night.
– 04.18.2019 – דָנִיֵּאל
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Thank you very much.
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This is a lovely post, most enjoyable.
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Very kind of you Roberta, I appreciate it very much. 😀
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Great work Daniel, I thoroughly enjoyed this very deep piece. The timing impeccable.
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Thank you so much Scott. I am happy I was right on the timing. 😁
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You are welcome. I believe we see things when we should. Or read as the case may be. 😉
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Daniel this is an amazing piece, the dialogue reads almost Shakespearean. This will be a new favorite for me. 🙂 ❤
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Thank you so much Lauren. I appreciate being compared to the greatest. 😉
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ha ha 🙂
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Dear Daniel,
How proud your father must be reading this from beyond. It is truly genius in its concept, your words reaching far beyond common emotion and touching the very soul. Mine included. As you have written it is well.
❤ Ruby
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Hi Ruby, What a nice thing to say about my dad. I appreciate very much your continual reading and insightful comments. Daniel
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Very very welcome Daniel, wishing you a Happy Passover. 🙂
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This is one of your best to this date. The line “They help us to know possibilities”, your dad’s response on building the daemons outside the sanctuary is incredible. Well written.
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Thank you Jane, I suppose I really hadn’t thought that much on relating the possibilities and the Daemons being around the sanctuary. Thank you for pointing it out. 🙂
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I was thinking about you relating the writing to Notre Dame burning, which got me to thinking about some of the sculptures that surrounds the cathedral. 😉
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Daniel, you are full of wonderful surprises this April, and “That Which I Might See” is no exception. The conversation with your Dad is genius, both a tribute to his own and yours. There are many under lying threads in this piece that I relate to. The bottom line is through it all both in this life and that to come, “it is well”. Much admiration, Wang
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Thank you Wang, I appreciate as I always do your kind and insightful comments. I agree with you when you say :That Which I Might See ia is no exception.
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I am still taken with this piece and have read it several times. You should consider an expansion on it. Please. 😉 Your welcome of course, it is a pleasure to read and comment on your writing.
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Dearest Daniel, There was so many times I came to tears reading this piece, and many of the reasons I understand, some I do not. Suffice to say the connections between the design of a cathedral where ghost inhabit and a soul where something greater inhabits, did not go missing on me. Thank you. Heather ❤ ❤ ❤
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Thank you Heather for your gracious and beautiful comment. I find there are times I have the same type of reaction to something I read or hear or even see. I can appreciate that sense of spirit and yes soul you possess.
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🙂 Thank you.
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I enjoyed this very much. Thank you Daniel.
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Thank you King, very kind of you to comment. Happy you liked this.
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Your welcome, keep it up Daniel!
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This was a deep amazing piece of writing Daniel. I read so many themes throughout it, and for some reason it touches me emotionally, perhaps thinking of my own father who was an artist. The soul as the central point and its creation and how it in itself is a sanctuary guarded by daemons, is genius. Thank you.
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Thank you Lynette for sharing this piece on your father being an artist. I am happy this piece related to you. My father was not an artist or an architect for that matter but he did love to sketch and for some reason one of his hobby’s was designing and sketching churches. I do believe if we pay attention to what guards are soul we might be surprised. 😉
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Your welcome Daniel, thank you as well for sharing the very interesting piece on your own father. I do hope my guardians are warriors though. 😉
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Brother, the depths you have reached in this wonderful post identifies understanding, that few have ever reached. The temple when raised will identify the soul that you speak of here in each of us, and it truly will have been guarded by the daemons of judgement so that we might know our possibilities. This was brilliant. Shalom, Den
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Hi Dennis, Thank you my brother for your wonderful words of insight as well as the compliment. I sincerely am grateful for it all. Shalom, Daniel
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Thank you my brother for your continued strong inspirational written words. I always gain much from them. Shabbat shalom. Den
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Daniel, I have little to add to what others have said here. Your writing here is inspired, and it brings me joy to be a part of your journey. Your wisdom might rub off on me. Bill
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Thank you Bill, I think it is the other way around, your wisdom rubs off on me. I am happy my words bring joy to your journey. What a wonderful compliment.
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I am happy to hear that the better side of me rubs off on someone. 😉
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This is fabulous writing Daniel. The link to Notre Dame burning is a great connection.
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Thank you Raquel for your kind compliment. The Cathedral burning has had a great impact across so many faiths.
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I agree, I am not Catholic, but the significance of one of the few great buildings constructed to worship in so many years ago being burned, has had an effect on me.
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Fascinating piece Daniel. As always I am intrigued. 🙂
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Thank you Blaire for reading and commenting. Intrigued is where I hope most of the kind readers who venture my way find themselves. 😉
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I enjoyed this piece very much Daniel. The many threads you weave throughout a minimum of words is incredible. We should all be so fortunate to have such confidence that all is well with our soul. 😉
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Hi Darrin, thank you for your comment. My wish for everyone is that they are well with there soul. All honest people should be. 😉 I appreciate you taking the time to read and comment on my writing my friend.
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The honest part I appreciate. A world of so called enlightenment has brought on too many gray areas I am afraid. I appreciate those who stick to solid colors, and look into the unknown to define it better. 🙂
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Incredible writing Daniel, with your blend of spirituality and mystical harmony together. The character of your dad is interesting. A lot of lessons to be pondered on in this piece.
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Thank you Carmel, my dad was actually a pretty simple man, really bright but quiet and unassuming. I am happy you found his character interesting.
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Sounds like a great man. 🙂
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Thank you Deb, really happy you liked this piece.
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You have written an incredibly deep piece here Daniel, and yet your words are simple, and it is in that simplicity where the soul resides. Your soul searching writing amazes me.
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Thank you Steve. I am grateful to you for your kind comment. I always hope others find something of good in what I write out, and you have often confirmed this to me. Thank you for that.
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my pleasure Daniel. Have a great weekend! 🙂
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This is some great writing mate. I could picture it all as if I was there. Now thinking of putting some sculpted daemons around my home. 😉
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LOL now that is funny. Thank you for a good chuckle Shaun. I am happy you liked the piece. Always look forward to your comments. 😉
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No problem, I enjoy reading and commenting on ur writing. 🙂
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Hi Daniel, “That Which I Might See” is a wonderful piece, that I can identify especially during the holy week of this year. The references to the soul are something that those of any faith can relate too. Thank you. A
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Thank you Abigail. I appreciate your kind comment. I have to admit, I had not really considered to much the week it is, but you have a wonderful point. I wish you a happy Easter or Passover, or peaceful day, whichever you observe. 🙂
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Very welcome Daniel, we observe a springtime celebration at our home. We are a spiritual family, but do not follow any religious practice. 🙂
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Very interesting post Daniel. Enjoyed it very much. 🙂
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Hi Brian, thank you very much for reading and commenting. Happy you enjoyed this piece.
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Daniel this is a wonderful writing. I love the line about “Passover”, such an appropriate piece for this time of year. Thank you. Shalom, Erin
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Thank you Erin, I am happy you found the “Passover” line and I am not surprised that you did. Thank you once again for reading and your always observant comments. Shalom, Daniel
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Shabbat Shalom Daniel!
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Incredible writing!
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Thank you very much Jade. Happy you liked this. 🙂
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Daniel, I absolutely adored this. There is so much going on here but my favorite is your swipe at those who would build what they think is a religion based on ideology. My favorite of many favorite quotes. ““They rest”, my dad says, his voice moving to other places. Perhaps mysterious places where bleeding stops. Perchance that place “John Lennon” imagined, with no religion too.” ❤
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Thank you so much Gigi, I am thrilled you found this quote to your liking. It was my favorite to write. 🙂 Thanks again.
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Your welcome, this was a perfect piece for this time of year. I wish you and your family a happy Passover Daniel. ❤
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You write well. First time to read your blog, but will be back many times.
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Hi Bruce, welcome aboard, happy you liked this piece, I look forward to hearing more from you. 🙂
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Your welcome! 🙂
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A lovely tribute, thoughtful & introspective with dad stirring the thought pot.
TY, Daniel!
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Thank you Resa. I love the phrase dad stirring the thought pot. 😃
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Dear Daniel, this is such a moving and brilliant piece, a bit unnerving, yet I find the truth of things often is unsettling for a period. Don’t you find the continuum between light and dark allows for all possibilities as it does choices? It seems that the ghosts of the past, present and future are always with us, especially as time folds over on itself. Thank you for sharing this chilling and telling tale. Wishing you well. Shalom, Mia
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Hi Mia, Thank you for your thought provoking comment. I think what you said opened up a whole new realm for me. The continuum between light and dark I have explored with much gusto knowing the possibilities. It was the choices I have written of many times but not actually understood. Thank you for the insight my friend. Shalom, Daniel
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Hi Daniel, thank you for a lovely reply. Maybe the understanding is revealed when we return to our own writings and view the words with new eyes or even different eyes, you know the ones we haven’t used in a long, long time. 😉 Wishing you and your family well and a good close to Yom HaShoah. Shalom, Mia
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Thank you again Mia, wishing you a great week ahead, and looking forward to reading some of your wonderful work, hopefully in the near future. That’s a hint. 😉 Shalom, Daniel
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Dear Daniel, you’re welcome. Thank you, hopefully soon. Please enjoy your evening. Shalom, Mia
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